The Curse is gone & I was reborn again.

I can't describe this feeling. When I saw Elena, my trusted healer, everything became clear. I've experienced some memory loss, but it's not negative. I've forgotten all the bad experiences and people from my life during the healing process. I first sought her help to break a curse my mother placed on me, but she did much more. I realized I had been stuck in a cycle of darkness from that curse, drawing in people who took advantage of me and punishing myself without knowing. After healing with this shamanic healer, who has become a close friend, I went on a journey of self-love, freeing myself from the darkness. This happened on 8/17/2024, and I will always remember it. I'm now starting my own journey to become a shamanic healer.

I wanted to forget painful memories and hurtful experiences. My healer said she could help me release these negative connections and create a safe space for healing. I expressed my exhaustion from feeling sad inside and my desire to erase all the bad memories and the people who made me feel unworthy. I yearned to reclaim my power and never let anyone silence me again. I wanted to forget the negative events and people in my past. During my healing journey, I felt the healer removing those burdens from me.

I saw something like a projector screen dissolve and catch fire. It took her three hours to heal me. I'm not sure what happened, but I woke up covered by a blanket, feeling very tired yet happy. I only remembered the details a week or two later. After the healing, my mindset changed completely. My husband mentioned someone, and I didn't recognize the name. I can't recall much from my past, but I have clear memories of good people and events, which filled me with joy. I believe the curse is gone because the physical symptoms that bothered me have disappeared. Now, my wishes come true much faster, sometimes in minutes or even seconds, but I can’t remember what used to hurt me.

I told my healer I want to help people move past their pain and break free from darkness. I’m glad the burden is gone, and I can finally become the healer I’m meant to be. I wish well to those who hurt me and let it go to the universe. If I don’t remember those who ask, don’t be surprised. My healing may have erased those memories to protect me. If you’re in deep shamanic healing, be prepared for similar experiences; it’s a long journey.

UPDATE: I started to remember the people who hurt me. My healer told me that it’s normal to feel this way and that my body is detoxing from past trauma, which can make me feel tired and lead to mixed emotions. For now, I’m just focusing on the present and seeing where it leads me.