How my heart opened for other healers
I'm not sure where to begin. My life has been full of ups and downs, from conflicts with family to losing high school friends. I felt cursed by my mother, rejected by my church and spiritual group, and experienced deep abandonment. Yet, I did not give up. How others perceive my blog is their choice; this is my truth. I honor and respect my inner self, and I believe I have the right to share my experiences, no matter the challenges I face. Just as Jesus, who I do not compare myself to, faced mockery, persecution, and great trials during his own journey of healing and growth.
For the last thirty years, I felt lost. Seeking help from a church and a spiritual healer didn’t work. It wasn't their fault; it was because I didn’t understand how to be truly connected to God and the universe. We feel hurt by others because we care deeply. When we admire someone and then face disappointment, it feels like a deep wound, leading to questions like "Why would they hurt me?" or "Why is this happening to me?" This is something I’ve experienced.
We must remember that the people and situations we encounter are part of us. When we meet certain individuals, we may not realize they reflect a part of ourselves. People and places connect with us because they fulfill our needs, not just our wants, helping us understand our soul, passion, and purpose. We all go through pain to answer the call from God and the universe. When I was 17, a pastor told me, “You are the most important person in this world and you will save many.” At the time, I didn’t grasp its significance. I felt hurt by my church when I began my spiritual journey and was rejected by them. Recently, at a women's retreat, someone told me they saw a “martyr” in me. I didn’t understand the term then. After that retreat moment, I left unexpectedly, feeling a strong urge to go, as if a spirit guide whispered, “run...”
My decision isn't their fault, and I didn't want to end friendships, but it seems I have. I must respect others' choices, just as I did with mine. I felt a nudge and followed it. Now, I'm questioning God and the universe about the sudden changes in my life. Moving out of my old office led me to a new one with the door number ONE, which symbolizes new beginnings in tarot. Since then, I’ve been seeing angel numbers frequently. I also met a woman next door who is a life coach and holistic healer, which surprised me. During meditation, I gain deeper insights. My body feels warmer, aches have faded, and I feel more calm and at peace. However, I still wonder why I met a healer at such a crucial time, only for us to be separated.
I felt the need to find a new healer. I met a woman during a special time on June 6, 2024, at 5:15 PM, during a new moon, which symbolizes fresh starts. I was eager for answers. My experience with Elena, an indigenous reiki healer, was unlike anything before. I found myself in tears as she helped me for two hours. She cleared negative energies from my body and removed harmful words I had heard. Using special sage from Peru, she created a magical experience that left me smiling. She explained that my pain was necessary for my growth as a strong healer. Afterward, I began coaching with Oliver Nino and realized I’m more than just an empath; I am an embodier empath, capable of absorbing energies around me.
I experienced physical pain, mental distress, and spiritual struggles. I thought meditating would help, but it didn't. I found the answers I needed through Oliver Nino's coaching and book. His clearing energy technique changed my life. I used what I learned on my friends and combined it with my healer Elena's methods. It truly transformed my life; all my pain is gone, I no longer feel angry, I'm less offended, and I'm starting to love myself more. I even went grocery shopping for the first time during my spiritual awakening, which had left me exhausted.
I feel energized and disconnected from others’ energies. It's like my body is protecting me. I feel happy, calm, and at peace, no longer hiding. Thank you, Oliver, Mandy, Elena, and all the healers for your help. I'm also grateful to those who guided me early in my journey, as well as to God, the Universe, Spirit Guides, and Archangels.
After overcoming challenges, I felt a strong connection to God and the Universe. I finally feel free. I'm open to learning from various healers and appreciate everyone’s unique gifts. I have a student who admires me, but I emphasized that it’s important for her to look up to herself instead. I believe this applies to everyone. While I am a healer, I encourage others to find their own healing paths, inspired by different healers but not to idolize them. Love yourself, embrace your growth, and use your experiences to help others who have faced similar struggles.
I hope this helps anyone feeling abandoned, rejected, lost, or confused. Remember, our struggles aren't permanent. We can appreciate them because they help us grow into better versions of ourselves. Don't rely on just one person for healing; explore other options too. You might discover surprising insights about yourself. Take care.
Love, Healing, Light, Peace, Acceptance, & Abundance - Intertwine
